✖Independently✖

PLAY FT Island

2012-01-16T00:14:00.001-08:00

Ryan.Jared.Reno

I got the VIP seat. FROM, KAREN CHAN

14.1.12
FT Island in the town!
Felt like a dream, last time can only saw them from TV.
But they are in front of me now.They are so awesome.

Seriously fell in love to HongKi's amazing voice. The legend singer.

7.1.12

2012-01-07T03:25:00.000-08:00

之前是被信任的承诺，随着时间的改变，如今已成了谎言 ...
同样的话依然重复着，对象也不同了，当然它依然还是承诺，但它经得起时间的考研吗？
是承诺还是谎言？都是人为 ...

要记得，被你欺骗的，都是信任于你的人 ...
你刚圆了一个谎，你就得编另一个慌 .. 就这样没了终止 ...
日子久了，谎言对于你已是普遍不过的名词 ...

1.1.2012

2012-01-01T11:14:00.000-08:00

Happy New Year
A new year, new begin and a new life...
Someone said to me, have a long long sleep.. once i wake up, tomorrow will be a better day.

Sunset represents the end of the day.. Whether good or bad things will end well..
Sunrise represents the begin of the day.. Greet the new day with a smile..

过去的事可以不要忘记, 但一定要学着放下.. 过于的执着只会弄累自己..

X'mas 2011

2011-12-25T08:07:00.000-08:00

Had a crazy Christmas Eve. Went to Sunway Pyramid to have the countdown celebration for X'mas.

With my evil hat, colour match with my clothe right? =P

SongSongTan, we're Taurus baby.

Pei.Smith.Ve

LSY.SongSongTan

There's really a lot people.
We bought some snow spray and join into the spray party too.
Sad case, sprayed by other people much more than i sprayed to other people.
Had became a snow women last night. Whole body cover with the snow spray.

SHIFT to another place to continue our second round. SetiaAlam@OverTime

SetiaAlam@OverTime
Can't recall back what's the name of the drinks i drank last night. It's taste good :)

Thank you guys bring me a wonderful Christmas Eve.
It's such a big Christmas gift for me of the year seriously. Appreciate..

23.12.11

2011-12-23T00:58:00.000-08:00

Christmas is coming..

Last year's Christmas, has some unpleasant things. If you want to know how last year's Christmas i had, please review http://peipeigalz.blogspot.com/2010/12/2712101247am.html

No Christmas gift, in fact no much different. Received last year, but stolen.
People have been repeated every year this same festival, Christmas.. NewYear.. Valentine.. Birthday and more.. but not necessarily pass by with the same person.

Cherish the present one, perhaps next year.. He/She can not get you through any more.
We will never know what will happen on tomorrow..

Just Ordinary

2011-12-18T02:18:00.000-08:00

Three years, time flies instantly.
My blog has been playing for three years and it's 300 posts.
Whenever i doing nothing, i viewed back my blog.
I realised that i used to face a lot of unpleasant things and now has become a past.
What a pleasant past time has become a memory too..
Whether good things, bad things will become in the past.
People always live for the future.

There's many people appeared in my blog. Some of them just go through, some of them stay for a long time but had to leave.
Some even appeared, but i have forgotten.
Such life, some people stay, some people leave.
Everything going on with the fate.

Ordinary life are the most recent. Perhaps ordinary is a kind of happiness.
Hopefully i can find an ordinary people live extraordinary day in the future.

Millionaire Mind Intensive

2011-12-11T09:50:00.000-08:00

The 1st time for me to work for an event.
Tired but it's fun :)
It's totally 4days for this event.
We've a big gang to join this event. There's Hang, Hwa, Elmo, Klvin, HengLu and KhaiTeck. For girls is SuatSin, Cherlyn and me.
Seriously, it's really a good experience for me. Learn a lot of things through the event.
"Millionaire Mind Intensive"
It's really a very grand event. There's more than thousand participants joined.
Some of them were came from oversea.
The speaker was really good in control the atmosphere a

nd he is really professional for sure.
Add on, some of the participants were late to the register and the hall was FULL-HOUSE.
Just only one word can describe those participants, BARBARIAN!
I had seen one girl's participant, she was late to the ev

ent. Actually the event was start on 8am, but she reached on noon. How funny she is? However, she scolded the staff still.
"how can you guys don't keep the seat for participant but you guys gave out the ticket?!"
"you wait for my lawyer! i want to issue you! what's your name?! Let me know your full name and IC! "

That's what the girl talked to the staff.
Whatever, customer always is the right one. We just keep quiet and let the BARBARIAN to vent her anger.

Of course i had met some new friends from there too.

I want to share something that i had never tried before this. There's an activity in this event called is " crack arrow"
It's pun a long long arrow on your neck and the partner will support at the other side. And we have to step in to front to broke the arrow.
I was afraid for sure but i tried it because of forced by the friends.

Elmo was my partner. And he just kept on asked me to don't afraid.
I thought i cant make it and i thinking to give up. But eventually i did it.
Elmo was making me cried in front of so much of them. >< cried, because of i can resist the fear.
That's the purpose for this activity.

It's really a nice try for this time. It's tired, but really worth.

Grab this photo from her, she ish cute =) with SuatSin

CIDESCO Graduation Ceremony 1.12.11

2011-12-02T08:06:00.000-08:00

Look of the day. Blue In colour

Pretty babe <3 The best classmate everRrr.. Xuan

My dearest Mum and brother attended the graduation ceremony today.
Before a day of my graduation, i can not sleep. I think i was too nervous.
Fortunately i was still look nice even i didn't sleep for whole night :P
What we called this is MAGIC of the make-up.

I knew that it's just only 1st step for my future, there's a long long way to go on still.
Life-long learning.

27.11.11- 5am

2011-11-26T13:06:00.000-08:00

Revision in the midnight..
The theory test coming on Monday, by the way practical test coming on Wednesday.
And graduation on the Friday >< if i pass in the test, Friday will be my special day of my life.
Study for more than a year, just waiting for coming of the day..

22.11.11-23.11.11

2011-11-23T00:03:00.000-08:00

ONE DAY TRIP TO SETAPAK

Follow Momo went to Setapak just only for sent Keat home and also visit the friends those are stay at PV.

First, me and Momo were clamoring to eat when we're reached. It's really hungry, both of us didn't eat at all in the morning until the noon.
There's other to join the brunch, Klvin, Hang, KhaiTeck, XueSin and Cherlyn.
Hang took us to a shop which are just only for noodles, it's no much different with Face to Face.

Klvin was suggest go to Genting in the night. >< how liakek he is..
All of us just back to PV and have a rest. They were really non stop doing crazy things in Da house.
There's other people were stay in Da house too. I don't really understand how they sleep well in the night seriously.

Between 9pm+, we started the other beginning for the travel. TO_ GENTING.
Another 2 persons joined us, Hwa and HengLu. We took our dinner before we reached Genting.
When we reach the destination, Keat's noisy was never stop.
By the way, the weather is really cold like hell plus raining day. Everyone were without jacket except Hang.
Non stop liakek in the night at Genting. Some of us were choose to overnight at Genting, but not me. Include Momo, Keat, Klvin and Hwa.
Sent them back to PV, eventually Momo and me back to Klang and make an ending for the one day trip.

Tired but a nice day with the gang.

那些年我们一起追的女孩..

2011-11-15T05:58:00.000-08:00

You're the apple of my eyes..
Such a excellent movie..
Five Stars! I voted for this.
The movie reminds me a lot of memories.
Can not be denied, the actor SUPER HANDSOME! ><
Crazy for him! I admit!

Here's the part, punishment by the teacher. He still that look so CUTE.
OUu MaAi GoHs!

They're really match. Right? Even they are not belong to each other in the ending.

He really cute :D

Have try for this, or should i say don't miss it?!

A quote from the movie, By 沈佳宜,有些事情本来就注定是徒劳无功的...
But at least tried for it, no matter how the ending..

10.11.11

2011-11-09T19:55:00.000-08:00

Woke up in the morning and went to Police Station to do some report for the accident again.
All the things was my brother to help me deal with.
I am a trouble maker. I knew it.
Moment of life and death, finally understand it's meaning.
Can't really sleep well in the night.
All the scenes was non stop repeating.

9.11.11

2011-11-08T22:47:00.000-08:00

Really is miracle, i still can sit in front of the computer and blogging now.
Last night, it's really a unforgettable lesson for me.
The 1st time accident in my life.
All that has been repeating in my brain.
It scared me.. Really.
In this accident, i wounded.
The first time i felt that i was so close with the death.
God blessed me. I survived.

Dear friends,
Seriously don't speed drive. Life is fragile.

Trial Exam week

2011-10-30T11:02:00.000-07:00

Seriously feeling stress-full recently.
Time flies, Cidesco exam is coming to me.
There's too much of things happened around me.
I can't even did well in anything. Just only one word can describe to me "FAILED"!

FAILED in set-up fantasy make-up hair, one of my friend was really good in set-up hair. He teach me a lots of things, but i can't do very well still. I was afraid when he asked me to show him my work. It's just disappointed him. Sorry for that.

FAILED in to be a Gxxx-Gxxx-Fxxxxx. I had made someone feeling tired. How bad i'm..

FAILED in to be a Gxxx-Dxxxxxxx. Trying to not to disappoint you all.

SMILE

2011-10-19T11:30:00.000-07:00

Seriously very envy those people which are with dimpleS on their cheek..
I don't even have one with me =(
Just a round and chubby face with me..

With a smile on the face of everything, everything will be fine =)

都成了过去..

2011-10-10T10:41:00.000-07:00

4.2.11 - 11.10.11

从来都不曾后悔当初，虽然彼此都不想有今天的结局
你我爱过，快乐过，就够了
我和你，再见还是朋友
不在乎天长地久，只在乎曾经拥有

Time no longer flies..

2011-10-06T23:57:00.000-07:00

Tired of waiting..
Whenever i want to give up, i told myself to stay one more day.
Such live everyday..
The minute you think of giving up, think of the reason why you held so long.

8 months ♥

2011-10-03T11:50:00.001-07:00

4.10.11

Hold my hand tight, would you? Never let go..
There's many things happened between us recently.
but, can we try to face and solve the problems together? Opportunities to each other.
Everything will be fine.

A very long September

2011-09-30T11:05:00.000-07:00

It's really very long for me in September..
Finally it's over..
Since few years ago, i was afraid of the month. It's like being cursed.
Hopefully everything will be fine..

Between us ♥

2011-09-22T11:27:00.000-07:00

No matter what happen, i want you to know.. i need you.. always..

Of course, when you need me.. i will be by your side too.

We all know, love must need our patience..

But only time we need, to have a test between us.

Between us, no one can be abstain from the test.

I believe that, we will pass the test.

And, get a very good result.

MIME? without colour

2011-09-17T11:28:00.000-07:00

how recent is it?
who knows..
the only one thing can describe the latest me is.. just like the image on top..
Black & White
when all this will end? can as before?

'my space'

2011-09-16T00:55:00.000-07:00

Had tried for it..
Eventually, i knew the feeling.. and i will not to stop you any more..
Enjoy the feeling , ever feel..
It's really amazing.. But fear of uncontrolled.
Am i stupid? maybe...

7Months ♥

2011-09-05T10:44:00.000-07:00

4.9.11

We met naturally..

We made friend..

You chase, and then i ran..

Eventually, we're in a relationship until today..

Just let everything go with the flow..

I.L.Y

An article written for women and for guys too

2011-08-31T09:00:00.000-07:00

It's really a long article but it's worth for you guys to spend some times to read this.

非处女们，就算你说出一万个理由，理由都带花了，把我驳倒了，但也仅仅是驳倒了我。你也改变不了一个“非处女，绝对不娶”，这个在男人心里根深蒂固的思想

再问各位一个问题，你到饭店吃饭，服务员给你两双筷子。一双是包装的完好无损的，另外一双，是被别人拆了包装，筷子已经给掰开的，你选哪双？或者更甚至，服务员给你拿了一双已经掰开的，别人用过的筷子，我想这时候你都得去和服务员理论，凭什么给我一个别人用过的筷子。服务员如果这样回答：“你要吃的是饭，又不是筷子，吃饭吃的舒服就行呗，干吗管它是不是别人用过”，我估计你都得骂她。但我觉得和下面这话话没有太大区别“你要娶的是人，又不是那层膜，只要真心爱你，对你好就行了，干吗在乎有没有那层膜呢”。我相信哪个未婚非处去商店里买筷子，都不会买别人用过的，哪怕被别人用过一次，你也不会买。因为你觉得它脏，其实筷子本身不脏，还不是因为有人用过，你才觉得她脏了。而且这双筷子，你买回来可能仅仅用几个月，或者一年，你都无法忍受买一双别人用过一次的。别人只用过一次的筷子，你都觉得脏。那么你那个被别人无数次出入过的身体，别人就不能觉得脏了？你把你的失去贞操，归罪于男人，说什么“没有男人，哪来非处。那你让筷子找谁说理去啊，裤子也可以说”没有人用我，我会脏吗” 我现在对我的帖子几点疏忽的地方进行补充。我写这篇帖子的目的是希望那些还是处女的女孩洁身自爱，懂得珍惜自己，别做傻事，悬崖勒马也希望有一些对自己女朋友有不负责任想法的男人，能停止你那不负责任的想法。如果你不能为这个女孩子负责一辈子，就别夺走人家最宝贵的东西。也希望各位非处，别怪别的男人在乎处女情节，要怪，就怪当初插入你身体却不能给你结婚证书的那个男人。别的男人再丑陋，只有那一个男人对不起你。

补充一，我说的非处，是指结婚之前就和男朋友ML失去处女之身的。而不是一些被强J，或者卖身救母的女孩等等，这些女孩是值得我同情和尊敬的，我向她们敬礼。

补充二，我想问一下各位非处，你用你的脑袋相象一下，相象一下你的公公，婆婆如果知道你在结婚之前和别的男人交往几年，并且发生数次性行为，你的公公，婆婆怎么看你？将来数十年的生活，你如何去过，如何面对？这个世界上有多少伟大到如此程度，可以包容这些，一点也不在乎的父母呢？

补充三，非处，你会说。“你都不是处男，凭什么要求别人是处女”。 <那么男人同样可以问一个问题“你自己都没有房子，凭什么要求你的老公要有房子呢” 你可能会说，因为我是女人，你是男人，所以你要有房子那男人也可以说，因为我是男人，你是女人，所以你必须是处女

补充四，你愿意以处女之身和你老公结婚，还是和别的男人做过数次爱的身体和老公结婚。如果给你一个重新选择的机会，你自己知道自己的答案。

补充五，一个巴掌拍不响。我想，没有几个女孩是被自己的男朋友强J的，都是你们自愿的，别说什么半推半就。说半推半就的时候，你都已经单独和你男朋友晚上单独去开房间了，如果你懂得自爱的话，不跟他单独去一个房间，会失去贞操吗？你老实点呆在女生宿舍里，我就想像不出怎么个半推半就，他跑到女生宿舍里，在你床上和你半推半就？

第一，女孩如果把第一次给了一个男孩，有两种情况，

第一种，她很爱这个男孩。我相信大家都听过，忘掉一个人也许要一辈子这句话。何况是这个把自己从女孩变成女人的男人。我相信一个女孩爱一个男孩爱到可以把自己最宝贵的贞操都交给他的程度，她一辈子也忘不了这个男孩。所以，我不会娶这个女孩，因为我还没有伟大到那种可以容忍自己的老婆一辈子记着别的男人。

第二种，这个女孩不爱这个男孩。连自己最宝贵的东西，都随便给了一个自己不爱的人的女孩。你会要吗？

第二，非处女们都认为好男人不会因为自己不是处女而不爱自己。都认为应该爱你的人，而不是爱你膜。我想对各位非处说，你心目中的好男人，应该和耶稣一样伟大。能包容你任何的错误。能包容你一辈子记着某个不负责的男人。能包容你在每次和他进行ml的时候在拿他和以前的某个男人对比，不论谁的能力强。能用一辈子的时间来弥补别的男人所犯下的错误，为别人的随意负一辈子的责任。用他内心深处一辈子的疙瘩来为你的错误进行安慰。我想问问各位非处，如果一个男人这样爱你，难道你内心深处，你不愧疚吗？假如你真的遇见这么伟大的男人，你不觉得你对不起他吗？

第三，非处们，别为自己找各种借口了。你们只会说，男人应该不在乎你的过去。但是你们说不出任何的理由证明非处比处女更值得男人珍惜，你们其实内心深处也知道自己已经无可挽回了，你们所说的各种借口，实际上是在内心深处为自己开脱。你们也知道自己犯了一个无可挽回的错误，而你们想把这个错误归结为不负责任的男人。对，他们也错了，他们不负责任，可你们也同样半推半就之间，张开了自己的双腿。

第四，非处们，假如你有一个亲妹妹交了男朋友，你会劝她守住处女身，还是劝她把贞操给这个男孩？当你变成非处的那晚，你敢对你那含辛茹苦的老母亲说，你已经不是小姑娘了吗？你敢用脑袋幻想一下，你对你母亲说，我昨天和男朋友ML了。敢幻想一下这个时候你母亲会是什么眼神，什么表情，什么内心吗？假如以后你做了母亲，你会对你女儿说“爱他就给他，即使不结婚，今后也会遇见爱你的人，不是爱你的膜的好男人”，你会这么对女儿说吗？假如你今后的儿子要结婚，你愿意让他找一个处女，还是找一个和别人家孩子睡过觉的女孩呢？

第五，非处，假如你结婚之后，突然有一天，得到你贞操那个男孩面带失落的来找你，向你诉说他内心深处的痛苦和后悔，说一些，后悔和你分手。或者过了这么多年，原来我真正爱的还是你之类的话。你敢保证你内心深处不掀起一片波澜吗？你的头脑中难道不会回忆起一些你们在一起的美好时光吗？假如此刻你的老公又不在身边，你敢保证你不会再次和他ML吗？

第六，非处们，在你们看到论坛上有人说非处种种不好时，你内心深处可能会生气，想说一些话来辩解反驳，或者觉得这些男人根本就很卑微，很无聊的时候。这不正是证明了，他们的话触痛了你内心深处的伤痛。正是证明了，你内心深处也很在意那层膜。

第七，非处们，或许你们觉得挺委屈，你们会说“没有你们这些男人，会有非处吗”。我可以对你说夺走你处女之身的只有那个男人，就算全世界其他男人每个糟蹋了十个处女，他们也没有任何对不起你的地方。对不起你的，只有那一个男人，犯下错误的，也只有那一个男人，应该负责的，也只有那一个男人。一个男人犯了强J罪，难道应该把全世界男人都关进监狱吗？你未来的老公，没有任何对不起你的地方，可他却要一辈子为别人的错误来赎罪。一辈子照顾一个精神上和生理上最宝贵的东西都已经奉献出去的女人，想到这些，你心里不觉得惭愧吗？

处女们，我给你们一个忠告，在没拿到结婚证书，举行婚礼之前，夹紧你的大腿。非处们，如果看了我的说法你觉得心理不平衡，觉得自己受了伤害，那就去找你为他分开大腿的那个男人吧，让他为自己做过的事负责。非处，我的帖子是对是错，夜深人静的时候，你自己内心琢磨吧。或许你可以用各种理由来反驳我，用这些话来为自己开脱，但我相信，你骗不了你的内心。男同胞们，如果你不能为一个女孩负一辈子责任，请别作孽了，这种事很缺德，会遭报应的。也坚决不找非处做老婆，不要再为别人的错误负责了，越这样越会使非处越来越多，让那些非处嫁给应该负责的人吧!

House Women 宅女

2011-08-28T22:01:00.000-07:00

A week-long holiday, for me it's really hard to get.
"There's no holiday for my study.."
But i think that for a week, i can only stay at home.. be a HouseWomen
Front of my laptop for whole day.. Family did not plan to travel.. ='(
Incubate at home..

Let's share something for you guys..

Last nights, i watched a movie through PPS.. 我的初恋情人
It's really a nice story.. i know this is a very old movie..
The main of the story is about 2 children, between them in which a person's health is not good.
The girl is a daughter of a doctor, the boy is the doctor's patients.
They met in a hospital when both of them were still a kid.
The boy's disease is heart disease.
Doctor said, but the boy cant living more than 20years old.
... ... ... ... ...
... ... ... ... ...

There's too long story for me if really want to describe here.
Want to know more about the movie? Go to search on PPS then.. =)

Watched the movie, my heart with deep feelings.
I think, the only people know my status can understand my heart in mind.

True love, to cherish..

2011-08-25T09:48:00.000-07:00

True love, to cherish..
No one is born and destined together..

In my heart, you're irreplaceable ..
Did you know?

The recent few days, are often met with him..
But we never feel bored.. Cherish the moments with you...
Went to the old, can we?

G.S.G.I.M.Y

♥ His 21st B'day

2011-08-18T23:18:00.000-07:00

There's a B'day card i do for my boy..
The biggest ever a B'day card i did..
Spent really a long time to do this..

Happy Birthday to you my dear.. 18.8.11
Had went to Newway to sing k with his family before a night of his birthday..
Besides,we had went to Maison for the celebration last night too..
Took some photos in the night.. but it's by friend's camera..

I knew that all the things i did for you it's no much better than you did for me when my birthday..
But.. believe me..
i had tried my best to bring you a best ever birthday for you..
GSG ! I.L.Y
Each year of your birthday, i will accompany you to go through..

bLa.. bLA.. BLA..

2011-08-07T12:01:00.000-07:00

It's around 3am.. Agains insomnia ..
Currently at Sasaran.. but going back to Klang on tomorrow..
Don't feeling want to back, couldn't i just stay at home? :(

Cidesco test coming on November soon.. but i was still free like hell and doing nonsense everyday
That's me.. an ordinary me.. :D

Did not see him for several days.. just only 3days..
GSG said to me.. didn't seen you like a long time..
How cute he is ..? so sweet for me :P
I miss you too.. for sure.. ♥

Had went for shopping few days ago..
There's Eric and Keat with me..
A good harvest for me on the day..
Spent my whole day with the 2guys..

The lastly.. to make a conclusion for the title today..
...
....
.....

THE END

Half year anniversary ❤

2011-08-04T04:14:00.000-07:00

♥ 4.8.11

Let's see how sampat we're.. capture this with my lappy webcam at Centre..
Took this picture few weeks ago..
In the six months.. we quarrel.. we smile.. we cried..
We experienced many things together..
Appreciate all the moment..

I.L.Y.G.S.G

Our Album ♥

2011-07-17T02:04:00.001-07:00

when we're looking at each other.. look into my eyes.. you will see what you mean of me

Our photographer[Elmo] asked us just talk to each other like normally.. but i was non stop laughing when i was looking at you..

Hand in hand.. and make it forever.. ♥

i knew that i'm heavy.. but i'll try to keep fit.. and not to let you feel any tiredness..

Photographer[Elmo] asked us try to imagine that how we miss each other when in the night..
I miss you alwaysss..

I like this.. although i don't what you doing behind me when the photographer[Elmo] capture this photo.
but i knew that you're just behind me..

I like this the most.. we're so close to each other..

Talk to me.. when you're need me.. i will be there with you ♥

SuShi ♥

2011-07-16T23:27:00.000-07:00

The 1st time for us to make sushi together..
Together to buy cucumber.. both of us were not expert on choosing vegetables..
You said to me.. it's really a nice feeling when we're buying vegetables together..

Seriously, i was really appreciated all the moment when i was be with you..
Together to buy vegetables.. together to make sushi..

I ♥ U

4.7.11 ❤

2011-07-03T10:19:00.000-07:00

Our 5months.. ❤
The day of the month, i repeated the same thing..
I will still do the same thing.. on each subsequent month..

寂寞不是出軌的理由..

2011-06-27T10:15:00.000-07:00

生活是一種責任，就像這碗稀飯和煎蛋.. 盡管老吃覺得沒有什麼味道，可是你每天還得做、還得吃，有時甚至覺得它難吃，可是不吃心裏空蕩蕩的。

愛是一種誠信，是需要付出代價的，如果不愛，或無法承受，那麼就別輕易地將自己的心打開。誘惑和寂寞，本就不是愛的理由。

Insomnia?

2011-06-22T12:05:00.000-07:00

It is 3 o'clock in the middle of the night..
But i still can't fall asleep well..
It's really not feeling good with insomnia..
When people are sleeping around.. But I was alone in bed looking at the ceiling
Brain was empty at this moment.. but there's many things run into my brain too..
><.. I'm crazy.. what i'm talking?

No matter what happens..

2011-06-17T10:31:00.001-07:00

No matter what happens,
I will remember this moment how much I would care about you..

No matter what happens,
We will never let go..

很有意思的一個故事, 看似淡淡然, 但看到最後, 還是讓人莫明的感動....

2011-06-12T23:03:00.000-07:00

丁鈴！門上的鈴當響了起來，一個三十多歲，穿著筆挺西服的男人，走進了這家飄散著濃濃咖啡香的小小咖啡廳。

“午安！歡迎光臨！”年輕的老闆娘親切地招呼著。

男人一面客氣地微微點了點頭，一面走到吧台前的位子坐了下來，開口對老闆娘說：

“麻煩給我一杯摩卡，謝謝。”

“好的，請稍候。”老闆娘微笑著說。

接著她便開始熟練地磨碎咖啡豆，煮起咖啡來。男人一直帶著笑容看著老闆娘煮咖啡的動作，一副很享受的樣子。

過了沒多久，老闆娘便將一杯香醇的咖啡端到男人的面前。 “請慢用！”

“謝謝。”男人將杯子拿到嘴邊，淺淺地嚐了一口。

“第一次來嗎？？”老闆娘問。

“是啊！！”男人答。

“覺得我們這家店怎麼樣？”

“很不錯！氣氛很好！”

“我自己也是很喜歡，所以雖然生意不好，我和我先生卻還是捨不得把它關掉。”

“嗯……”男人好像有所同感地點了點頭，又喝了一口咖啡。

兩人沉默了一會，一時間空蕩的店裡只餘悠揚爵士音樂。男人忽然開口，打破了這短暫的寧靜。

“呃……不好意思，可以請教你一個問題嗎？？”

“什麼問題呢？”老闆娘好奇地問。

“嗯…這…這該怎麼說好呢？”男人抓著頭，一副不知所措的樣子。 “或者你可以先聽

我說個故事嗎？ ”

老闆娘點了點頭，示意男人繼續說下去。

“我以前有個很要好的女朋友，已經到了要論及婚嫁的地步。我和她之間的感情發展得相當平凡，並不是什麼經過大風大浪、轟轟烈烈般的愛情。但我想從我第一眼看到她的時候，就彷彿有一股魔力，有一個聲音，在推動著我，告訴著我，就是她了！她就是我一直期待著的女孩。更令我高興的是她也響應了我的示愛，接受了我。這一切的順讓我整個人陶醉於幸褔的喜悅之中，只不過……”“………只不過！！發生了什麼事了嗎？？”

老闆娘顯然給故事吸引住了，她打斷了男人的話。

“嗯……”男人臉色沉了下來，略微停頓了一下，繼續說下去。

“只不過我忘了幸褔的背後，往往藏匿著最可怕的惡魔。就在我們訂婚前一個月的一個晚上，她……她遭到了歹徒的強暴“啊！ ”老闆娘驚訝地啊的一聲叫了出來“都怪我！要是我那天堅持送她回去就好了！ ”男人用力地捶打著桌面，杯子中的咖啡因劇烈震動的關係灑了出來。

“你要問我的該不會就是這個吧！”老闆娘一面擦拭著灑出來的咖啡一面說。

“不！不是的！我對她的感情不會因為這樣而有所動搖，我決定仍舊如期訂婚，可惜就在我們訂婚的那一天，她……上吊自殺了！”

男人的語調異常平緩，從他的表情上看得出，當時的他是多麼的難過與震驚。

“自殺！那她有沒有怎麼樣？”老闆娘為突轉而下的劇情睜大了眼睛，緊張地看著男人。 “幸運的是我們發現得早，送到醫院時還有氣，只是腦部因為長時間缺氧，呈現昏迷狀態，當時醫生說她一度有成為植物人的危險。”

老闆娘松下一口氣，“那她後來有醒過來嗎？”

“有的，她醒了！”

“但……但當我得知她醒了的消息，高興地要去看她時，卻被她父母給攔在門外。”

“為什麼？她父母為什麼不讓你去看她？”

“她父母跪在地上求我，原來她失去了記憶，失去了認識我以後的記憶，醫生說這是選擇性失憶症，當人在遭遇極大的打擊時，會逃避性地藏起一些記憶。她父母求我暫時不要再出現在她面前，他們認為讓她就這樣忘了之前的一切對她比較好，怕我要是去見她或許會讓她回想起來，到時她可能又會陷入昏迷，甚至又跑去自殺。 ”

“她父母這麼說也是有道理，反正只是暫時嘛！等她情緒和身體都穩定了，你就又可以見她啦！”老闆娘聽了男人的話後這樣說著。

男人勉力擠出一絲笑意，樣子無限蒼涼，“你知道他們的暫時指的是多久嗎？是十年啊！也就是這十年裡我得要忍受這樣沒有她的日子，就算偶爾在路上碰面，也得要裝作陌生人一般地和她擦肩而過。”男人快要咆哮起來似的，“你知道這樣的日子有多難熬，這樣想愛卻又不能愛的心情有多痛苦！”

“雖然會很痛苦，但你還是選擇了這條路吧！”老闆娘看著男人的眼神變得非常溫柔。

老闆娘的眼神讓男人冷靜了下來，點頭說：“嗯！到今天就滿十年了！”

“哦！真的嗎！？那真是恭喜了，你努力撐了十年，到今天終於可以去見她了！”老闆娘開心地說。

“是這樣沒錯！但是愈到這一天，我反倒愈害怕。十年了，我的心意是沒有改變，但是她呢？如果我跟她說了以前的事，她還是想不起我那怎樣辦？，或者是她已經有男朋友，甚至於結婚了呢？”

“這才是我想請教你的問題！”男人似乎略帶緊張的看著眼前年輕的女店主，靜靜地等待著她的答复。

“嗯……”老闆娘用手托著頭，臉色凝重地想著男人所提的問題。

“我想既然你這麼愛那個女孩，她記不記得你其實並不重要，最多是重新開始而已，再重新追求她一次，再重新談一次戀愛，其實也很不錯吧！！而且就算有男朋友了也沒關係啊！把她從他手中搶過來不就行了！”老闆娘笑著說。

“但是！”她忽然將表情嚴肅了起來，“但是如果她已經結婚了的話，那你就放棄吧！

我們結了婚的人啊！是最痛恨有人破壞人家家庭的了！ ”

“是嗎？”男人低著頭冷寞地說。

“沒錯！！所以你可千萬別做個破壞別人家庭的人哦！”

丁鈴！掛在門上鈴鐺又響了起來，走進來幾個剛下課的大學生，老闆娘走出吧台，忙著招呼這幾位新來的客人。

“對了！”老闆娘好像忽然想到了什麼，轉過頭來看著男人。

“你為什麼會想問我這些啊！我和你不過是第一次見面而已啊！”她好奇地問。

“嗯……為什麼呢……大概是因為那個女孩曾說過，結婚以後要和我一起開一家像這樣的咖啡廳吧！”

“哦！！原來是這樣子啊！”老闆娘說。

“嗯！只是這樣而已！只是這樣而已！只是這樣而已！只是……”男人不停地重複著同樣一句話，好像藉此告訴自己什麼似的。爵士樂停了下來，整個屋子裡只聽得大學生清脆的談笑聲。男人低著頭偷偷地瞄著老闆娘手上的結婚戒指，一滴溫暖的眼淚，悄悄地滑進了那杯早已冷卻的咖啡裡。很有意思的一個故事, 看似淡淡然, 但看到最後, 還是讓人莫明的感動....

Four Months ♥

2011-06-03T20:53:00.000-07:00

4.6.11
Few days ago.. he said to me.. nearly for four months.. time flies..

Ya. Time flies =)
Has been with him for four months
There's still a long way to go on for us..

Have not seen him for few days.. =P
IMY ♥

Love always wins...

2011-05-24T06:38:00.000-07:00

Love always wins?
I totally agree with it..

When you're feeling down, there's someone always stand by to be your listener..
He/She can makes you feel better but he/she is just doing nothing..

When you shed a tear.. there's someone will help you wipe the tears..
He/She can makes you feel warm because of the small action..

When you say, i'm ok.. there's someone look into your eyes.. hug you tight.. and say, i know you're not.
He/She can makes you feel safety and let you know that you're not alone..

Love is need to dependent on each other..
Love is need to understand each other..

Love is the need to respect each other..

Love is the need to trust on each other..

Two people together, should not be to change each other, but accept each other..

18.5.11 Day outing with him ♥

2011-05-19T02:39:00.000-07:00

It's really a nice day outing with him..
Love to be with him always..

♥

Him
Although you spent your previous time without me, I can not live the rest of my life without you.

I like this..capture by him..

100 days for us ♥ 14.5.11

2011-05-13T21:22:00.000-07:00

I asked him.. do you know what day it is for today?
He stunned.. and ask.. huh? what's so special for today?
I'll give you 3 chances to guess it..
He gave me more than 3 answers..
Eventually he failed to guess it too..
I decide not to tell him the answer..
but he was non stop begging me to tell him the answer like a innocent kids.. =P
There's more than half an hour he spent to beg me..
I told him the answer..
The response he gave me.. huh? ya mea? so fast?
>< OMG
should i feel funny for this?

4.5.2011 My day & 3months for us ♥

2011-05-04T10:02:00.000-07:00

Last year, i had passed by my birthday alone.. fortunately there's a lovely cousin with me.. =)

But this year.. i'm not alone anymore..
He is beside me.. He is always be with me..
He gave me a second surprise again..
Let's start the story..
Before the arrival of 12am of 4.5.11.. i felt tired.. i asked him to send me home..
He did it.. but when the clock turn into 12am something.. he called me..

'babe, can you come out for a while?'.. he said..

'now?but i was already changed clothe.' i asked.

'ya..never mind. it's ok..just a while'..

I walked out..
I never expect that he would do this kind of thing for me..
I saw Elmo's van was parking in front of my relative's house..
There's Hang, Hwa, Keat, Renix, Eric, Elmo, Sengzai .. and my dear was there too..
I saw a birthday cake and it's light up with a candle..
All of them were starting sing the birthday song to me..I cried! for sure!
The 1st time i cried in front of dear..
What a big surprise he prepared for me..
The 1st time i've my birthday celebration on a van..
Really special!
Thank you.. Hang
Thank you.. Hwa
Thank you.. Keat
Thank you.. Renix
Thank you.. Eric
Thank you.. Elmo
Thank you..Sengzai
and... thank you dear ♥..

This year,
some one sing birthday song for me..
some one prepared a birthday cake for me..
some one passed by my birthday with me..

My birthday for this year..

Dear ♥.. i love you

All of them destroy my birthday cake.. include me.. =P

Thank you all..
Appreciate it..

Belong to us ♥

2011-05-02T08:09:00.001-07:00

Our eyes.. i like this..
Capture by Momo..
Seriously, i love your eyes :)

Our hands..
Your hand can completely grasp my hand..
I like your hands too..

I like all the things of you.. ♥
Whether good or bad..

'i think both of you can be a long time'.. said by Elmo..
really? i wish too.. :)
'The attitude of two of you, as well always argue'.. said by Hang..
haha.. both of us were laughed..
ya? Quarrels between a couple is normal..
The most important is.. reconciliation after quarrels :)

Finally..Became a beautician

2011-04-26T02:56:00.000-07:00

Pei, Penny, Xuan & ChaiHui
It's totally spent more than half year to finish Global.
Finally i passed it today.
There's a Cidesco still waiting for me in the end of the year =(
I woke up in the early morning 5.45am in this morning..
To attend the graduation ceremony held by Clara International at Hotel Istana.

22.4.11 A special day for SongSongTan

2011-04-22T21:13:00.000-07:00

Right after my practical test, but there's a theory test still waiting for me on this Monday=(

The foreign examiners which are invigilate my practical test yesterday, she praised me><
she said, GOOD JOB! You will never know how happy i am XD

Here's SongSongTan

Had went to Green Box for my dearest friend_SongSongTan's birthday celebration..

Beside, i was sent SongSongTan a birthday wish through sms last night.. He asked me that how come i can write a birthday wish into an essay?!><
And.. he told me that he saved the message =P
errr... what i can write about him? we knew each other since primary school..
There's more than 10years for our relation..
He is the most always have quarrel with me in Sasaran Gang..
But, this is enough to prove that our friendship NOT that kind of general..
We cried.. We laughed.. until today..
Our friendship, no time limit..

Will upload those photos once i get.. COMING SOON.. =)

Endless ♥

2011-04-20T10:12:00.000-07:00

Hand in hand walk together to our endless road.. Lot of time spent with..

We can quarrel, but there must be reconciliation..
We can have their own space, but be sure to leave a space for each other too..

♥

2011-04-16T05:42:00.000-07:00

I had grab this photo from a facebook post.

The cartoon characters inside look so cute.. right? =)

The title for the photo is..

你相信吗，总有一个女孩是为了折磨你而来到这个世上？

I had found you.. ♥

My dear.. did i treat you so too? =X
But i think you're willing to let me do so.. =P..
I will not too over.. don't worry.. :)

Little angel

2011-04-13T08:39:00.000-07:00

The environment i live in.. There's many kids around me..
Sometimes.. They are really cute, very innocent .. of course they are not too, when they are disobedient ..
but.. they will not hurt you.. they are so innocent..
They only will coquetry to you .. when you have something they want..
How good if i can live in their world? No worries. No pressure. Only laughter..
I understand there's a long future.. to face many problems..
I will try to be strong, independent.. do not drop my tears in front of others..

Time of two months ♥

2011-04-04T07:24:00.000-07:00

Time flies.. 4.4.11 ♥
Have been with you for two months..
There's still a long way to go..
Through a lot of things together..whether good or bad..
If the hand was tired.. then continue to pull for the other hand..
Promise not to let go..

I-city

2011-03-27T01:18:00.000-07:00

MeiLing Chloe Peipei Bii

There's a dota competition at I-city..
The 1st time i attended 'such' competition..
Otherwise, I will never know it was so grand..
There's a big screen on the wall.. and many of the audience..
All of them were so concentrate focus on the screen..
Seriously, i don't understand what's so fun with dota.. ? - -

And and.. Hwa was so luckless at the day..
He was just sat on the floor with Hi6 members and see-ing the competition..

But when he was woke up.. he felt there's something sticky on his long pants..
OMG! It's a chewing gum!
How funny it is? hahaha

It's capture by me.. =P

♥ the moment

2011-03-23T03:24:00.000-07:00

A few days ago, there's a misunderstanding occurred between us..

But it is worth I am happy that.. we can laugh while we're talking about the misunderstanding..

I ♥ This .. Your arms, that I am always rely on

2011-03-15T02:36:00.001-07:00

Your arms, that I am always rely on..
Sometimes when i say 'i am okay'..i wish there's someone to look me in the eyes..
Hug me tight, and say.. 'i know you're not'.. ♥

A day without any COLOUR

2011-03-12T06:39:00.000-08:00

How good if i can pass by my everyday COLOURFUL .. ?

Although there is expected.. but still hard to accept..

I did not make any response before.. but it's doesn't mean i got no feeling at all..
Whatever.. you hate me? you do not like me? There's no important for me.. I'm not live because of you..

*Just to vent my inner feelings through the blog*

A long long night for girl's talk ♥

2011-03-11T10:36:00.000-08:00

I thought i cant go back to Sasaran in a short time ..
But .. around 9pm.. i just knew that i no need to work on tomorrow.. i flew back to Sasaran immediately ! XD
I miss Sasaran Gang ! I miss my Baobei ! and my lovely ♥ Family !
I did not go back to my hometown almost for a month..

Met up with Viyi and San..
Firstly, we went to Old Town.. Non stop chit chat-ing.. time flies..- - Old Town was closing shortly around 1am.. The night is still young for us.. it's just only 12.30am =P

So.. where's the next round? we're deciding went to San's house for continue our topic..
We had chit many many things about before.. recently.. and future..
The 1st time 3 of us non stop chat-ing without any guys.. even the member of Sasaran's gang..
It's really nice la wei.. =D
There's almost 5hours for our talk.. it's never enough for us.. XP too ZI JAP..

My dearest Klvin was coming back to M'sia after few weeks.. =)
I am waiting for the FULL SASARAN 7Members's talk.. ♥

Everything is slowly changing ..

2011-03-07T08:54:00.000-08:00

He realized that .. She has been gradually accepted him ♥..

And i felt it too :)

Time really can change everything, whether good or bad..

I believe that.. you are the best .. for me.. ♥

Happy Clown

2011-03-05T22:40:00.001-08:00

Looks funny? =P
I did an art work on my face few days ago when i was too free in my class..
My classmates were non stop laughing when they saw i was drawing..
Errr... I think there should be no girls would do such thing.. ?
I was deciding to draw more red big dot on my nose and cheek.. next time? hehe
I'm willing to be the clown in your life and bring the happiness for you

1.3.11

2011-03-01T04:48:00.000-08:00

I thought i can be strong.. but actually i am not..
A lot of pressure to bear.. =(
Have forgotten when is the last time i had cried.. my tears was almost rolling out just now.. but.. eventually i stop is too ! ><
Am i ok? i hope so.. Sometimes when i say .. i'm ok.. but i wish there's someone to take care of me and said to me.. 'i know you're not' ..
Someone said i was so weird recently.. maybe?

22.2.11 I ♥ Them

2011-02-22T09:08:00.000-08:00

I ♥ THEM
My 3girls when i was still in KwangHua..
My secondary life would suck if without them..
Really miss all the moment we spent together..
Together sleeping in the class.. Ponteng.. Making noise.. ='(
But all have become in the past
Wish you all the best in the future..

Here's Janice LEW WEE YIN ! There's been a long time ago i didn't met her .. She is my sweetie.. I was met her when Form 4.. She is a transfer student.. Fate arranged for her to sit with me.. And.. she be my neighbor for 2years.. Seriously, She is the only one girl i met the 'pattern' almost same with me.. Really appreciate her much much.. ♥
YONG CHU YEE, my darling too.. she is leaving here to Singapore on the next week =( she leave here alone.. she is so so weak.. but how can just let her go alone .. Ling, it's time for you to start to be independent.. wish you all the best.. take care my darling ♥

Thank you for everything ♥

2011-02-14T09:55:00.000-08:00

Our first Valentine's Day .. 14.2.11 and it's the 1st time for me to pass by valentine's day too..

It's really very surprise when I saw the things you had done for me..
There's no one do such things for me before.. you're the 1st one..
Really appreciate it ♥ ..

The midnight of Valentine's Day.. you asked me out for a little while..
And you did such things secretly.. =')
You took me to a place.. and asked me to close my eyes.. and i did it..
Once i opened my eyes, i was just realized that both of us were standing inside a LOVE and there's one Sky Lanterns on the floor.. you wrote,'i love ee pei,2.4.11 until 4ever Ye'
I was stunned at the moment.. i don't know what i can say..
And you lighted up the LOVE .. Although it is a bit imperfect .. but i like it.. REALLY !

We went out for dinner and movie tonight.. Very ordinary.. but it's precious..
I hope there's more more Valentine's Day for us after this.. ♥

Again.. a post especially for you :)

2011-02-08T13:02:00.001-08:00

Hang's bday 9.2.11
All of us were having fun at GreenBox in the night ! WhAo!
We're still not willing to leave when the times up..
Keat was said to the waitress.. We gave you OT ><
And.. we be the last to leave AEON too XD
They were still continued the second round at mamak..
In their mind.. the night is still young.. it's 5.00++am now !
I didn't joined them.. it's enough 'late' for me today =P
But i was still so full of power now >< GOSH !
How i just only can adjust back my bed time? !

Happy Birthday to B-Boy Hang
Stay leng zai
Wish all your dream come true
Happy Always..

Let's start it ..

2011-02-06T05:55:00.000-08:00

There's not just only one time you asked me ..
But there's no answer between us ..
But .. Feb4 .. eventually we made a decision .. =)
Everyone has a past .. whether it's good or bad ..
Just let it be the last .. I hope so this will not end .. ♥

Shopping =D

2011-01-20T00:24:00.000-08:00

The 1st time i shopping with two guys ... Da La~ Ye and Hang.. seriously.. i doesn't like to shop with guys before this.. Maybe cause of my brothers and dad? =P They were just will non stop nagging me and my mummy..

Ye had gave me a call at noon yesterday.. actually we're deciding go to SungeiWang this Saturday..
But Hang was worry that's too many people at Saturday.. so .. He asked me to join them yesterday

It's really very jam when we're on the way to go and back too ...
Fortunately, i didn't felt bored =P 3 of us can LIAKEK on car too..

I was just only bought one short pants and 2clothes.. It's no enough for me >< !! Ye was be my stylist yesterday.. XP
Hang was bought 2caps and one long pants..
Ye be the winner yesterday..

I WANT TO SHOP MORE ! ! !

=( sakit-NYE!

2011-01-16T21:12:00.001-08:00

I didn't cry ! But it's really very pain ! ><
See how stupid i am.. I injured my finger when i was closing the car's door !
Part of my 3/4 nail was stuck inside the door ..
I didn't shout .. i was just said to JIMMY.. Jimmy,open door please..my finger was still inside the door.. He said.. huh?what? he was stunned when he saw it..
He used some tissue and cover my finger.. his hands was full of my blood >< his shoes, his long pants.. and my high wheels too..
ChingSeng was advice Jimmy bring me to clinic for treatment.. He said it's look serious..
I was non stop shouting when Jimmy was driving car on the way to clinic.. ><
Seriously.. i can't describe how was the painful here.. !

I like this photo.. although it's blurr.. here's the look when the day i attended to ah chin's wedding dinner.. look mature..isn't?
Before i injure my finger .. - -

Congratz to CHin and Wen =)

And, i was just back from clinic.. for referral my finger..
I didn't shout when the doctor removed the gauze.. but it's pain like hell ! ! !
I don't even dare to see how was my finger.. I knew that it's bleeding again =(
I saw the gauze was full of my blood ... haihx.. So much blood wasted ...

10.1.11

2011-01-10T02:45:00.000-08:00

Make a simple post for my recently.. =)

My sister was shift to Klang and stay with me .. for her study..
She had studied at Kwang Hua high school.. and.. i've to be her driver everyday for pick her up when she end her class..
sigh.. ><

8.1.11 Bukit Cahaya

There's Ye, Jimmy and San with me..
The 1st time i went there for cycle =)
I like sweating.. It's feeling so good.. i still can exercise for keep fit =P

Let's see how he concentrate when driving =P

I like this nehh.. =P Look nice but without make-up.. *I admit that i BHB :P*

For today.. I had met my mummy and korkor after i finished my lunch with my classmates..
So i end my class earlier again.. =P But it's with reason.. k?not ponteng class.. i need to send my car for service..

After that 3 of us had went to AEON..
My bag and purse was lost when X'mas of 2010..
Mummy had bought me a new bag and purse again today.. =) thank you mummy.. and.. she bought korkor a new wallet too..

Headache la wei.. ><
Rheumy and coughing ! SHIU! SHIU!

27.12.10_12.47am

2010-12-26T08:39:00.000-08:00

Just want to make a simple post . .
There's many things happened on me nowadays. .
and there's no one is good for me ><

Had went to Pyamid to countdown for X'mas 2days ago. .
Irene, Vyang, Vhang, Ye, Keat, SiuMeng and Renix. . . .
All of us were really enjoy when we're inside Coco..
But there's something happened and caused our mood were really 'down down down'
My car's mirror was get break by SOMEONE..
My bag was stolen.. Ye's wallet was gone too.. ><
It's so bad luck for me in this month..
Everythings was bad to my car. .
Firstly, bang the dog . . . the next is car's mirror..

Beside, i was received a X'mas gift this year.. and it's the 1st time.. from Ye..
But i was never open and take a look what's the gift inside.. The FUCK-er SOMEONE stole it !

Seriously.. i'm really very no OK in this few days.. =(
I thought i can be strong..but actually im not T.T
everything will be ok..?

It's really a nightmare!

2010-12-08T07:39:00.000-08:00

I don't know how i can start the post today..
so.. let's see some photos here..

Here's the bumper of my car.. you guys can see there's already split out..

And.. where's my WUD 8840? ! >

Let's start the story now..
The main point of the story is.. I had killed a dog last night ! ><
I can't really sleep well for whole night..
When i was on the way to Pandamaran to fetch my cousin.. if no mistake.. i think there's 12am something when i was passing through HinHua high school..
There's just only few cars driving on the road..
I was driving 100km/h.. it's not considering fast ..
Suddenly.. i saw a dog run out and cross the road..
Something run to my mind.. phew.. fortunately it already cross the road..if not i will bang it for sure..
'POM POM'! I was shocked.. another dog was run out after the dog cross the road..
And.. I was bang it >< It was died.. for sure..
The 1st time i killed a dog !

Besides,i was just back from my part time work.
It's the 1st day for my work today.. =)
The place i working is.. Bukit Raja Jusco _ Adidas Shop.
See how hardwork i am? =P Studying and working..it's really very tired ><
God bless me .. please.. hope so everythings will be fine for my study and work..

3.12.10

2010-12-03T05:09:00.000-08:00

超累人的一天！> <
又当了一天的司机
但是等下还是会出去和沙沙兰的朋友聚聚
我家人去了两天一夜的槟城，超爽的咧~
但我没的去 =（
哥哥刚刚回来，就一直跟我show off.. ><
讲将他们在那边玩到几爽几爽酱
弄到我是很pekcek一下的咯 ><
不管了啦！下次我也要！

Rapunzle

2010-12-01T04:11:00.000-08:00

!@#$%^& like this animation so much =D
I like the story.. the princess .. And.. her hair XP
Had watched this animation few days ago.. In 3D version..
I non stop introduce this animation to those friends around me ..
It's really a nice movie la wei.. =P the animation really very cute..
I admit that i was still that so childish la.. Non stop begging my cousin and younger brother to watch this animation with me..
Eventually both of them didn't regret that to watch this animation.. =)

24.11.10

2010-11-24T02:57:00.001-08:00

I was really feeling tired nowadays.. ><
Be my cousin's driver everyday.. for his SPM..
Have to wake up earlier in the morning everyday..
我天生'司机'命啊~ Haihs...

Besides.. I was so so LUN ZUN ><
Had injured my hand again today..
I know.. as a beautician.. the most important is must take care of the own hands..
But i didn't .. =(

♥ Klvin ♥

2010-11-19T05:18:00.001-08:00

The name of this charming boy is Klvin
I knew him since i was just only 5years old ..
There's totally 13years i knew him ..
We experienced a lot of things together ..
Amazingly, we never quarreled =)
Last night, 18.11.10..
He was leaving here to NewZealand for his study..
I went to airport sent him for sure and i was cried ..
I like him.. and i love him too..
He is the most younger in SasaranGang..
He was afraid loneliness .. but he was leaving here alone ..
It's time to let him starting to be independent..
I'm waiting to see a NewKlvin few years after =')
Don't even how far our distance.. the relation between us will not be change

Even just a good bye or big hug i cant gave him at last night..
It's too rush.. He go into departure hall without inform us..
All of us just only can shouted and shaked our hands to him in a distance ='(
I was starting cry.. I saw that he was crying too..
It's fate?maybe? the god don't let us say to say good bye to you..
To avoid us to cry til like hell ..

Take care my dear..
See you soon..
Waiting for you back..

To you ...

2010-11-14T06:26:00.000-08:00

You asked me.. have i seriously considered it?
Yes. but it never change.
Don't ask me why.. you should knew it yourself..

I scroll down and scroll down again and again your page ..
There's many things run on my mind ..
Familiar with the words.. means there's not just only one chance i had gave you last time ..
seriously.. you are not to be trusted anymore.. for me..

Maybe .. In the eyes of others.. i am a bad person ..
They no understand.. i am just trying to protect myself ..
Hurt many times by you .. Numb.. but no more..
When you're feeling pain, did i not??
When you're feeling lonely, did i not??
You think i'm selsifh, did you not?

Is time to end .. for you and for me too ..
Will be better next time..
As i say.. the world is round.. we'll be meet again.. but no one knows when..
No one knows what's going on tomorrow.. but just life for tomorrow ..

A Little Piece of my life..

挑一句你喜欢的拿走吧，真的是很美的句子...

2010-11-11T03:58:00.000-08:00

1.你以为放手可以成全我的幸福，可你不知道，我最大的幸福就是能和你手牵手。

2.世界上最勇敢的事情：是微笑着听你说我们的爱情中我做错的事…

3.我的关心不过是你看来卑微的讨好，凭什么无怨无悔为你把青春当掉？

4.我一个人哭，一个人笑，一个人走，一个人的生活习惯了，渐渐的对爱就麻…

5.幸福已经和我隔了一整个世纪，是我永远都触碰不到的遥远。

6.曾经试着用微笑细数你给的伤，无奈最后泪却随微笑流出眼眶。

7.总是情不自禁的忧伤，于是慢慢学会了掩藏。因为不想被人再刺伤，所以渐渐学会了伪装。

8.或许离开，就再也不可能回来；或许回来你已不再让我依赖；或许依赖，是对我自己最大的伤害；或许伤害，会终于让我释怀；或许释怀，就注定了我的离开…

9.下辈子我要做你的一颗牙，至少，我难受，你也会疼…

10.曾经爱过你的人，前世一定和你有缘，不要语言虐待。如果他今生真的负你了，那是因为你前生负他，红尘轮回，无需计较...

11.眼泪的存在是为了证明悲伤不是一场幻觉.

12.终究要亲自受伤，才会学着聪明…

快乐，不过是给伤口找一个笑着流泪的借口；幸福，只是想让快乐有一个存在下去的理由。

It's really a nice post i saw it from facebook..
Just paste it here and share with those blogger walking =)
Hope you guys will like it..
4, 7 & 9 is my favourite..

31.10.10 HalloweenNight

2010-11-02T05:22:00.000-07:00

It's the 1st time for me to attend this kind of party =) and for all my friends those who were going with me too..
WanJing, Horng, Keat, Hang, Ye, Renix, Emust and SiuMeng..
Horng, Hang and Renix were choosen to be a group leader.
WanJing was under Horng.. Me, Ye and SiuMeng were under Hang. and.. Keat and Emust were under Renix.
The 1st game is.. Choose a member of the group to be a model as MUMMY..
SiuMeng was the model for my group..

Here's MUMMY SiuMeng.
Our group was get the highest score in this round =P

Our look for the night.. sexy teacher.
but no sexy at all,right? - - i mean me

Hang with me..

Keat with me..
The most creative make up between us =)
He looks cute

Horng..pattern banyek sangat la..

Ye with me.. he ish so tall --
he was squat down a bit when took this photo with me

A test for my horoscope..90%

2010-10-29T04:11:00.000-07:00

請別相信金牛座不喜歡暧昧.金牛座女生給人的印象，很固執，不愛就不愛，討厭暧昧。其實，有的時候並不這樣。假如，金牛女生喜歡上你的時候，會用暧昧作為試探，這源於她體內缺乏安全感，這種暧昧是有意識的、是謹慎的。有一種暧昧是連金牛女生自己也不知道原來那就叫暧昧。當有的異性喜歡金牛女生，主動向金牛女生靠近，而他卻沒有向金牛女生明確界線，又或者他沒有明確表明自己的心跡時，這時，異性的態度就讓金牛女生不確定對方是否真誠，是否認真；於是金牛女生就象“陪跑員” 一樣，一直和異性保持關係、聯繫、距離…這是因為，金牛座覺得如果對方是真誠、認真的話，總會有一天會向自己表白的，這樣相處既能保護自己，又能看清對方，原來金牛女生一直在等對方先將暧昧關係明朗化，但卻不知自己這種態度就是暧昧。當有的異性和金牛女生“玩”暧昧時，金牛女生會出於某些原因，而和對方一起玩，其實她的頭腦是清醒的，她只不過當作是在玩一場“愛情游戲”，當某一天，她發覺自己並不適合玩下去，怕自己會身陷其中時，就會義無返顧迅速抽身。請別相信金牛座拜金 .十二星座中，只要一提到拜金、貪財，大家就會下意識地想到了金牛座身上。沒錯，金牛女生喜歡錢，喜歡拼命地去賺錢，但是金牛女生絕不拜金，也不會做金錢的奴隸，就如“ 趁年輕多賺點錢”，這句話不並代表金牛女生會為了錢而不顧一切地放下自尊。沒錯，金牛女生喜歡錢，那是源於其獨立的個性，源於體內缺乏安全感，她只不過是覺得錢最“可信”，最能保障自己安穩的生活罷了。n請別相信金牛座善良 .金牛女生在很多時候，將自己的言行解釋為善良。但是，有時對其他人來說，會是傷害。金牛女生可能會說自己所做的一切都是為了對方著想，那她卻沒有真正理解對方想要得到的到底是什麼，只不過是她一廂情願的以為對方是這樣想的。金牛女生可能會說，自己什麼都沒做，只是一切盡力配合著對方，這也有錯麼？但是“不做”也是一種“做”，你有沒有想過，可能正因為你的什麼都“不做”，而是對方受到傷害呢？！金牛女生可能會說，那是為了不想傷害對方，但是她卻沒有想過，她的“膽小”、“懦弱”，她的不懂拒絕，已經將對方弄得遍體鱗傷了。

28.10.10

2010-10-28T08:22:00.000-07:00

Day outing with WanJing_Ye_Keat

With Jing.. =)

With Ye..
*i like this =) although it's look blur

With Jing again..
*i like this more

4 of us were purposely pose-ing different =P

It's really a nice day with them =)
Actually i was just only be the model of W.Jing's senior for a test in this morning..
Woke up in the morning >< .. 6.30am.. it's has been long time ago i didn't woke at the early morning
There's a nice experience for me to have a look and tried to W.Jing's beauty salon.
Between 1pm something..
We're discussing where's the next plan for today..
Calling to Ye and Keat.. Wohoo.. Both of them were so ON..
The 1st time i went to W.Jing's house.. the 1st thing came to my mind when i was go into her room is.. Like a hostel? haha.. what i trying to say is.. she is sharing a room with her 2sisters =) So that, there's 3 beds for them.. and one more extra bed..
After that we're went to KU fetch Ye and the next is Keat..
Ye was the driver for today again..

We're bought the tickets for a movie name as "RED"..It's at 4.15pm
Keat was advice us to eat KiMuChi? --a type of ramen i think.
But our last decission is .. SakaeSuShi..
If no mistake, i think that's 3.45pm while we going to eat sushi.. it's just only half an hour for us to have our lunch before the movie..
But 4 of us were forgot about this.. we're just kept on playing over there..
And .. i was share share a sushi which are mix with wasabi with Ye because of lose a game >< W.Jing was shout when she realised there's already 4.19pm..
We're rushing to cinema.. fortunately,we didn't miss the front part of the movie..
I was scared by a part of the movie and Keat too..
W.Jing and Ye were just non stop laughing at us ><

so..?what's going on after movie?
W.Jing said want to capture 'TA TOU TIE" All of us were really liakek-ing..
*Ye and Keat were just kept on playing the basketball machine without any payment..
**Keat was helping Ye design his clothe with some sticker..
***I was helping Ye to stick the sticker on his eyes ><

Back to Klang BBK to have our dinner.. but without Keat
He was going back home to meet his dad..
A dinner were just only 3persons againss..
2 of them were saying me that i didn't drink any alcohol drinks but can KeLinKia too ><
I'm just trying to make some noice,k?
XP Have a happy ending for today =)

什么叫暧昧?

2010-10-26T09:58:00.001-07:00

据说现在很流行暧昧,朋友的事例太多:

你们认识很久，他天天朝九晚五嘘寒问暖的电话比你的钟表还要准时，你满心欢喜你开始心怀期待，就连做梦都会笑出来，可是他就是什么也不说，你对自己说等等再等等，直到有一天你看到他身边有了另一个身影，你震惊“不是...这是....我是.....？”

在朋友眼里你们很登对，每次聚会他做你的护花使者责无旁贷，你也发现自己对他有了些些的依赖，他总是不经意的拍拍你的肩很宠爱的揉揉你的发，朋友关于你们之间无伤大雅的玩笑让你觉得很甜蜜你说你感觉幸福就在不远的地方。就在你以为一切都将水到渠成的时候睛天霹雳，他说他从没对你有过这种想法他说这是你的误会。你呆住了“误会？那么多人前的亲昵.....竟...竟然是...误会.....？”

伤心吗？难过吗？痛苦吗？只是，只是谁让你把暧昧当爱情呢？

这是个暧昧横行的年代，感情出现的第三个种类，比友情深比爱情浅游走于二者的边缘这就是暧昧，是什么时候开始本应是明明朗朗的爱情成了一场麓战，谁先动心谁就满盘皆输万劫不复。是谁把简单复杂化

其实说穿了

暧昧，是可以推脱责任的游戏，没有承诺就无需负责；

暧昧，是勇敢者的游戏，无畏的人才能在角逐中进退自如；

如果你没有铁石铸就的心肠做软胃甲，那么你就别拿暧昧当爱情...

暧昧是，比好朋友再亲一点，但比情人远一点。

暧昧是，你会常常在MSN等他在线。当他几天没有在线，你就会有些担心。

暧昧是，你会不时去他的BLOG或FACEBOOK看看有没有更新；而且你会留意字里行间，他对你有没有什么暗示。

暧昧是，有感觉，然而，这种感觉不足以叫你们切切实实地发展一段正式的关系。

暧昧是，明白人生有太多的无奈，现实有太多的限制。你知道没有可能，但又舍不得放手。

暧昧是，有进一步的冲动，却没有进一步的勇气。

暧昧是，他不是你的情人，但似乎他比你的情人更关心你和了解你。

暧昧是，你会编一条围巾给他，但大家从没有开始过。

暧昧是，虽然他不是你的情人，但他却会对你说：你对我是十分重要的。

暧昧是，你感冒时有一个会在晚上打电话来，特意提醒你服药，叫你盖好被子早点睡的普通朋友。

暧昧是，每当他提及他的另一半时，你会万箭穿心。

暧昧是，为了逃避背叛的罪恶感。

暧昧是，甜津津又同时酸溜溜的。往往从未开始，已叫人不安，患得患失。

暧昧是，别人以为你们在搞地下情时，你会沾沾自喜。

暧昧是，别人问你们是否恋爱中，你张口结舌。

暧昧是，常常挣扎表不表白。你怕表白之后，你既得不到一个情人，却又失去了一个知心好友。

暧昧是，见到他，你会心跳。见不到他时，你会挂念他。

暧昧是，两个人都会互相猜想。他是不是已经暗示了什么？我是不是自作多情？

暧昧是，每天大家都会聊MSN，会互传手机短讯，无规律地偶然约会。

暧昧是，除了情人节之外，其它的节日，大家都交换礼物。

暧昧是，你很想多走一步，但又怕会吓怕了他。你会很小心流露自己的感情。

暧昧是，两个人没有承诺过什么。但虽然如此，你愿意付出的，比有承诺的情侣更多。没有责任，但你却很渴望去承担，不问回报。

暧昧，是一扇门，你可以停留在门外，也可以踏进房子里面。然后你不可以停留在门下面。门--永远不是终点站。

我们暧昧，我们却不属于对方...

25.10.10_1.20am

2010-10-24T09:27:00.000-07:00

夜已深，但我毫无睡意。究竟是为什么？我自己也不了解。。
突然很感性，就想写写东西。。

某些有意义的事情，但如果选择在错的时间做就毫无意义了。
时钟会回到原点，但时间无法再回到过去。
累了，就放了。
一切都只往前看 =）慢慢走，但不是一个人走。有朋友，有家人。
何时才会再一次的开始？随缘吧~ 但愿不会错过 =) 好吗？

好喜欢这张图画哦~ 好梦幻~感觉好舒服~
都忘了什么时候最后一次享受看夜晚的星星了~
但是现代人都没有这个兴致了吧~

MaisonNight for Klvin&W.Jing

2010-10-22T07:41:00.000-07:00

WanJing&Klvin
Both of them were look nice in this picture =)
It's really a wonderful night.. 20.10.10_21.10.10

I was a bit dizzy in the night =) but i didn't drunk,k?
Fortunately there's no one KeLinKia this time..
CLICK HERE. If you want to view more photos =)

And.. i was accidently fell down when i was in the club >< by Emust..
I cant saw that how was my leg when i was still inside..
I just only realise that it's quite serious in the next morning ..
Besides, not just only me fell down in the night..
Keat was fell down too.. and made by Emust too..
See how bad Emust is =X
but Keat was nothing when he was falling down.. He almost knock his head on the floor ><
I was shock! because i was just looking at him and he fell down in front of me.
He told us that..he thought he'll be passed away .. how funny is?!
But it's quite serious actually..he was turn with 360degree and fell down on floor..

Pity my leg =(

16.10.10

2010-10-15T22:37:00.001-07:00

A person's space..

A person's world..
Enjoy a personal..

Some of my friends said.. I changed..
Become stronger than before..
Become less crying..
Is a good thing for me..right? =)

♥ 15.10.10 ♥

2010-10-15T06:24:00.000-07:00

She look cute,isn't? =)
Here's my dear Viyi.. ♥
It's a special day for her today..
Finally..she had already full of 18years old..
Try to do something that you can't do before 18years old? =P
I was a bad friend for her..for sure.. XP
I really feel happy for you..
Finally you're in a relation again..
You're not alone to pass by your birthday this year..
I believe that he will treat you nicely.. right? =)
Envy you lea.. X< i was alone when my birthday this year
Remember? We were celebrated your birthday last year..at Moli..
You're quite pity at the day.. get bully by us..
I know you wont mind it.. right? =P
Everything just for happy..
Lastly.. happy birthday my dear.. ♥
Take care alwayss....

Just want to vent my anger!

2010-10-12T05:06:00.000-07:00

Stop talking nonsense to me !

Don't judge me if you're not understand me well !

Respect me please !

Do not give opinions, if you do not know the truth !

10.10.10

2010-10-09T10:23:00.001-07:00

A special day of the year.. =) 10.10.10
Have to wait more hundred years just only will be appear again..
Had received a message from my friend..

"明天是个好日子~一生只有一天的10年10月10日即将到来~任何有意义的事情，可以在明天做好喔~酱可以让你一生都可以记得在10.10.10时做了啥事~另外，再把它发给十个朋友包括我，如果你收回五条 . . . . . . . . .因为我要你幸福一辈子~加油=) "

and.. of course.. i had forward back to the friend who were sent me this message =)..
Besides, i had sent to few of my friends too...
Wish you all the best in the future =)

7.10.10

2010-10-07T02:00:00.000-07:00

phew~ ~
Doing nothing for whole day at beauty salon.. Sob.. my teacher was sick..
She was looks so weak today.. She just resting on the bed for whole morning until the noon..
Take care nehzz...♥

Celebrated Ah Theng's birthday last night.. =)
It's quite fun when talking with them.. they were so so funny and humour..

After that..
Emust was bring me to I-City.. =P but i was the driver la.. haha..
I told him i never went there before.. he was shock and bring me go for a look..errr.. it's nothing special actually.. just those trees will 'bling bling' lo..

I like this =) capture by Emust

Thank you,Emust =)

2.10.10

2010-10-02T06:31:00.000-07:00

❤ If i can.. I rather there's never happened ..

❤❤ If i can.. I would like to make the best decision..

❤❤❤ If i can.. I would like to be invisible in front of you before we met..

❤❤❤❤ If time could be return.. i am willing to choose that i never appear..

❤❤❤❤❤ If there's really have 'IF'.. how wonderful it?

20句很强大的话

2010-10-02T00:50:00.000-07:00

1.你的话我连标点符号都不信

2.hey,请问一下,你的棺材是翻盖的还是滑盖的

3.想想、还是幼儿园好混

4.你说你会等我回来、你是等了、还找了一个人一起等

5. 放得下的是曾经，放不下的是记忆。

6.msn的在线率越高，证明这个人越寂寞

7. 加倍的惊喜过后常常伴随着加倍的乏味。

8.笑只是一个表情，与快乐无关

9.女人,长得漂亮是优势,活得漂亮是本事

10.当幸福来敲门的时候、我或许不在家

11.累么累就对了舒服是留给死人的

12.不要对我太好，让我分不清你是爱情还是友情

13.早该没心没肺, 不用现在的撕心裂肺

14.爱你，很久了，等你，也很久了，现在，我要离开你了，比很久很久还要久......

15.人在悲伤的时候，不管听多么欢快的曲子，都会止不住的流泪

16.我没有那么多的感慨，仅仅想有个人陪

17.花花世界，是我太过认真

18. 孤独时，有寂寞做伴。

19.世界这么乱装纯给谁看

20.人生就像打电话，不是你先挂，就是我先

26.9.10

2010-09-25T23:01:00.000-07:00

The 1st time i joined the gathering which are organised by my ex classmates.
There's some reasons cause that i cant joined the gathering last time..
But this time i did it =)

What i want to say is.. again.. time flies..
I already graduated from KwangHua more than half a year..
There's still a lot of adventure things waiting for us in the future..
Wish you all the best..

Again and again.. 'time flies' ><
Time can change everythings.. and also.. a person..
How long the time taken? Who knows?
Don't really believe a person but yourself.. =) that's what i want to say..

Recollection

2010-09-24T10:36:00.000-07:00

22.9.10
A BBQ celebration for the Mooncake Festival at QHaw's house..
The 1st time for me celebrated the Mooncake Festival with my friends. =)
But the BBQ was caused i sore throat.. >< hang was sick after the day too..
The place have the Hi5 member.. there's something fun around us..
Hide and seek?! The advice from QHaw's mum..
It's so scary! The 1st game we just only played in the housing area..
But the 2nd game, Hang was advice us to play at another place.
A place with many buiding was still in process.. without any light!
QHaw, SukYee, Hang, Ye, Keat, Renix, Hwa, Me.. 8 of us were hidden into a building..
And waiting XUn&Xen came to find us out..
Although it's just only a while we waiting for them .. but it's so scary ..!
Don't feeling want to try again next time.. ><

25.9.10_1.52am
I'm sick!
It's so lazy to swallow those pil one by one..So .. straight away put 6pils into my mouth..
Buehhh!! Nearly vomit..! i can't really swallow all the pils successfully.. ><

And... Something run on my mind..
Sometimes do not really believe a person, it's just only trying to protect themselves.
It's no copy paste,k? haha.. just want to share it here.. =)

Genting 16.9-18.9.10

2010-09-18T08:19:00.000-07:00

Time flies.. 3D2N in Genting =D

It's an unforgettable memory for me.. for those who were joined too..
PeiHoon, Jimmy, KhaiSherng, Klvin, Hang, Horng, Hwa, Keat, Renix, Smith & Song.
We did a lots of crazy things .. what we called it is .. 'LiaKek'..
*Turn the bowling with the head on the floor..**Adventure into the ghost house..everyone were scared while we're still inside.But it's a nice try =)
***Dancing in front of many people.. for those who were lose the game..
****and.. many others..

There's 2 "korean" in our gang.. Keat&Hang.
Both of them were whiten their hair last week.. The colour of the hair was cause their skin look more fair.. but their skin was originally fair too..

Here's hang & keat

And.. something funnny was happened on them..
There's some strangers were asking for them to take photo together..
Those strangers were really thought both them is korean i think. haha.. but they really look nice with the colour..
Get shocked when those strangers asked so.. XD

A nice memory you guys gave me.. i'll appreciate it.. =)

4.9.10

2010-09-04T02:10:00.000-07:00

!@#$%^&

What a stupid here?! ><

Just trying to find something drink in the kitchen.. how come my finger will became like this? --
Pain dou!! GOD! =(

30.8.10

2010-08-30T08:09:00.000-07:00

I'm lazy..
Don't feeling want to go back to Klang for study ><
Lazy study.. Lazy drive.. Lazy on everythings..

A day out with friends again.. Smith & Song.. AgainsS..
Sent my puppy for grooming.. and movie with PeiHoon, Jimmy and ShingYing..
ADVENTURE OF THE KING..
Err... had no comment about this movie.. everyone have the different taste.. haha.. but it's not bad for me.

Had met Hang & Renix up in front of the cinema.. both of them had a small birthday celebration for Keat at GreenBox..

Dad was nagging me.. he said that since i had my own car, then i kept on hanging out with my friends.. >< isn't ? just only once a week with the sasaran's buddy..
AND! ! There's a scratching on my car last week! !@#$%^& My car was stop at the moment! Don't even full of 2weeks! Scratching by other car!

Belated post for 19.8.10

2010-08-20T03:32:00.000-07:00

Hang was date me out last night..
Actually we're decide to go to AEON for watch a movie..
But time was late.. so we changed our plan.
Met up with Keat and Renix.
All of them were deciding to wet again tonight..-.-
While sending Renix back home.. there's some sound around us.. something like ' kiko kiko'
After that we went to Batu Belah's BP petrol station.. to check out what's the sound from?
what the XXXX? ! Puncture! -.-
ARGH!! Hang was blame it on me! He said i should keep fit! And the tire which was punctual was at left hand side..
But i knew.. he was just kidding..
Hang was called to his brother. . .You know.. his brother was quite humour. .
'Eii..kor.. your car's tire puncture.'
'O.. good luck yea~ Fix the tire yourself. There's a spare tyre behind.'

So?? No choice.. Hang was really fix the tire himself.I cant even gave any help to him..-.- Just only squat at a side and talked to him
He was keep sweating.. kesianNYA =P
The 1st time he tried to fix the tire and he was just only spend between 20minutes. =)

He was look so MAN .. is it? XP
Thanks ya hang.. =P you had teached me how to fix the tire

AND.. i was drove back to my hometown alone today! !
The 1st time! ><>

14.8.10_12.29am

2010-08-13T09:29:00.001-07:00

Back to Sasaran once a week.. But there's some VVIP absence this week..
I thought i can meet all of them again in this week..

And..and and.. the world is so so small.. =) My ex classmate, Emust was my neighbour now.. he was my relative's friend too..
I thought i'll be very bored when i was at klang. but i was hang-ing out with my friends twice in a week.. =)

Thank you guys.. it's so glad you guys still will date me out..

Here's Emust. we took this when we're attending to KaiLoon's mum's cafe open ceremony

Today is the 1st day i wore my uniform..
Seriously.. it's look like a nurse's uniform..-.-
Is it?

Going to paint ball with my buddy again tomorrow.. =)
Hope everythings will be fun..

8月8日

2010-08-07T10:48:00.000-07:00

现在是凌晨将近两点钟。。一点睡意也没有。怎么搞的？-。-
这几天心情不怎么好，可能换了个环境还不怎么适应吧~我很幼稚吗？可能吧？我没脑袋的。
很久没X了。。为什么今天会又X了呢？=（
可是过后还蛮欣慰的，我没说出口，也不想说出口。。可是有人猜测到了~谢谢你哦

把所有的‘东西’都往里边吞，也许是一件好事。 =）只当听众，试着少拿别人当听众。

星期五是那么的接近星期一~ 但星期一却离星期五那么的遥远 -。-
每天都很期待和你们小小的聚会 =P

说不完的话题，永无止尽的笑声 =D

这个礼拜没缺席的‘会会员’ =D

★ ☆

2010-07-31T03:20:00.000-07:00

★ I had saw something.. there's nothing special.. but it's something run on my mind again..
☆ I knew that i was sensitve.. but i will just stay away from it..
★ Promise? Sometimes i really doubt its existence..
☆ Time? Time flies.. but something will not be change anymore..
★ Permanent or temporary? Who knows?
☆ If you can do so, how wonderful it? But i will know the truth..
★ I do not have any hope, because i was afraid of disappointed..
☆ If you cant do for me, please don't talking nonsence to me..
★ I do not like before, every hope..but it's disappointing..
☆ Maybe..i'll feel better

COPY_PASTE

2010-07-29T09:19:00.000-07:00

一个人久了。。。会懒得恋爱。。。
一个人久了。。。朋友会越重要。。。
一个人久了。。。会越来越喜欢听歌。。。
一个人久了。。。电话会常常忘记带。。。
一个人久了。。。会养成一个怪癖。。。
一个人久了。。。对爱情会越来越挑剔。。。
一个人久了。。。除了寂寞点外还是会蛮开心的。。。
一个人久了。。。会慢慢变成成熟起来。。。
一个人久了。。。会比以前更重视更爱父母，更重视亲情。。。
一个人久了。。。对所有的节日大多没什么期待。。。
一个人久了。。。听到看到别人一对对的很甜蜜，心里多少还是会有些介意。。。
一个人久了。。。会喜欢买很多无谓东西，带自己去很远的地方。。。
一个人久了。。。会觉得无拘无束自由自在天宽地广。。。
一个人久了。。。爱情会变得越来越不重要，取而代之的是钱和事业。。。
一个人久了。。。会越来越理性，越来越现实。。。
一个人久了。。。会越来越沉闷。。。
一个人久了。。。会懂得处理钱财。。。
一个人久了。。。会把时间都会放在家人身上，，，
一个人久了。。。都不喜欢一个人去戏院看戏。。。
一个人久了。。。做事只需跟自己交待。。。
一个人久了。。。计划未来的东西都只是一个人，，，
一个人久了。。。发白日梦的时间也多了。。。
一个人久了。。。开始会自言自语了。。。
一个人久了。。。开始会做些无聊的东西了。。。
一个人久了。。。开销会少了。。
一个人久了。。。朋友会越来越多了。。。
一个人久了。。。会喜欢坐在沙滩上。。。
一个人久了。。。是很幸福的时光。。。
一个人久了。。。会喜欢上一个人的生活。。。

More than half of what i had did before ..

26.7.10

2010-07-26T00:56:00.000-07:00

Nothing special.. Just wanted to update my blog.. =D

August2! ! It has been slowly closer to me..
Should i feel happy? or down? -.-
I should appreciate the last week before August2 .. Continue be the ZaiNv. Enjoy my unlimited sleeping time. Enjoy the free time. bla.. bla.. bla..
I only hope that time i wont be so busy..
But i still will be back Sasaran once a week.. =D

A few days ago, i had been met some kwang hua ex students.
Some of them were still the same.. no much different if compare with last time..
Hwa. .Hang.. both of them had a own new hair style.. but i was so glad of that their pattern were never change =D
Emm.. Horng and Emust.. chubby la.. =P
KhaiSheng.. the hero of the day.. what i mean is.. his birthday =)

***P/S_ if i didn't mention you guys name here,it's doesn't mean i forgot you all .. ^^

I didn't expect that i will be so EARLY back home.. -.- that's before 1o clock.
Whatever, it's so happy that i can met all of them againS..

Read this, if you're free..

2010-07-25T02:02:00.000-07:00

1~ 　不要因为寂寞去恋爱,时间是个魔鬼,天长日久,如果你是个多情的人,即使不爱对方,到时候也会产生感情,到最后你怎么办?

2~ 　不管多大多老,不管家人朋友怎么催,都不要随便对待婚姻, 婚姻不是打牌,洗牌是要付出巨大代价的.
3~ 　感情的事基本是没有谁对谁错,他<她>要离开你,总是你有什么地方不能另他满足,回头想想过去在一起的日子总是美好的,当然卑劣的骗子也有的,他们的花言巧语完全是为了骗取对方和自己上床,这样的人还是级少数的.
4~ 　不要随便和别人上床,否则将来遇到一个真爱但他是洁身自好有原则的男人,你会后悔当年的所作所为.
5~ 　在要求对方是不是处女的时候,想想自己是不是处男,如果是,你可以,如果不是,你凭什么?
6~ 　不要因为自己的长相不如对方而放弃追求的打算,长相只是一时的印象,真正决定能否结合主要取决与双放的性格,我见过帅哥配丑女.美女配仇男的太多了.
7~ 　和一个生活习惯有很多差异的人恋爱不要紧,结婚要慎重, 想想你是否可以长久忍受彼此的不同.
8~ 　离婚率高至少反映了好坏不同的两点:好的一点是人们的观念已经趁向人性化,不在封建思想而禁捆自己,坏的一点是对与婚姻的轻率,没想好结什么婚?
9~ 　只会读书的女人是一本字典,再好人们也只会在需要时去翻看一下,只会扮靓的女人是一具花瓶,看久了也就那样.服饰美容是做好一个女人的必要条件,不是充要条件.你还需要多看书,这样你会发现生活更加美好.
10~ 　草率的结了婚已经是个错了,再也不要草率地去离婚.先试试看,真的不行在离也不尺.
11~ 　经常听说男人味女人味,你知道男人味是什么味道,女人味又是一种什么味道吗?男人味就是豁达勇敢,女人味就是体贴温柔.
12~ 　魅力是什么?魅力不是漂亮,漂亮的女人不一定能吸引人, 端庄幽雅的女人有人才喜欢.所以你不用担心自己不够漂亮.
13~ 　初恋是让人难忘,觉得美好.为什么?不是因为他<她>很漂亮或很帅,也不是因为得不到就是好的,而是因为人初涉爱河时心理异常纯真,绝无私心杂念,只知道倾己所有去爱对方,而以后的爱情就没有这么纯洁无暇了.纯真是人世间最可贵的东西.我们可求的就是它.
14~ 　初恋的人大多不懂爱,所以初恋失败的多,成功的少.结婚应该找个未婚的,因为谁都喜欢原装.
15~ 男人有钱就会变坏,是的,很多男人都那样,不过,一有钱变坏男人就算没钱有好不到哪里去.
16~ 天长地久有没有?当然有,为什么大多数人不相信有?因为他们没有找到人生旅途中最适合自己的那一个,也就是在冥冥中注定的那一个.为什么找不到?茫茫人海,人生如露.要找到那个最适合自己的谈何容易,或许你到了40岁时才找到上天注定的那一个,可是你能等到40岁吗?在20多岁时找不到,却不得不结婚,到三四十岁找到却不得不放弃.这就是人生的悲哀.
17~ 　和聪明的人恋爱很快乐,因为他们很幽默,会说话,但也时时存着危机,因为这样的人容易变心,和老实的人恋爱会很放心,但生活却也非常乏味.
18~　有的人老是抱怨找不到好人，一两次不要紧，多了就有问题了．首先你要检讨一下你自己本身有没有问题，如果没有，那你就要审视一下自己的眼光了，为什么每次坏人都让你碰到？
19~ 　有人说男人一旦变心,九头牛也拉不回来,难到女人变心, 九头牛就拉的回来吗?男女之间只在生理差异,心理方面大同小异.
20~ 　如果真爱一个人,就会心甘情愿为他改变,如果一个人在你面前我行我素,置你不喜欢的行为而不顾,那么他就是不爱你.所以你不够关心他或者他不够关心你,那么你就不爱他或他不爱你,而不要以为自己本来就很粗心.或相信他是一个粗心的人.遇到自己的真爱,懦夫也会变勇敢,合理,粗心鬼也会边细心
21~ 　彼此都有意而不说出来是爱情的最高境界,因为这个时候两人都在尽情享受眉眼,尽情的享受目光相对时的火热心理, 尽情享受手指相碰时的惊心动魄.一旦说出来,味道会淡许多,因为两个人同意以后,所有的行为都已被许可,已有心理准备的了.到最后慢慢变的麻木了
22~ 　一个萝卜你个坑,说的是婚姻情况.事实上对爱情来说,是不成立的,优秀的人,不管男女,都会是一个萝卜好几个坑.所以这个世界上才会天天上演着悲欢离合的故事.
23~ 　有两种女人很可爱,一种是妈妈型,很体贴人很会照顾人, 会把男人照顾的非常周到.和这样的女人在一起会感觉到强烈的被爱.还有一种妹妹型.很胆小,很害羞,非常依赖男人,和这样的女人在一起,会激发自己男人个性的显现.比如打老鼠扛重物什么的.会常常想去保护自己的小女人.还有一种女人既不知道关心体贴人,又不向男人低头示弱,这种女人最让男人无可奈何.:)
24~ 　有外遇并非坏男人的专利,好男人一样有,所以当你遇到这样的男人时,不要一棍子打死,可以试着给一次机会,能改还可以在一起.几十年的感情不容易,对于男人偶尔出轨,有时候不必看的太重.
25~ 　都说成功的男人背后,常常有一个默默无闻的支持他的女人. 那一个失败的男人背后,是不是也常常有一个明明有闻的瞎捣乱的女人呢?
26~ 　浪漫是什么?是送花?雨中漫步?如果两个人彼此倾心相爱, 什么事都可以做,静静想对的感觉都会是浪漫的.否则,即使两个人做到月亮上拍拖,也是感觉不到浪漫的.
27~ 　学会理解欣赏的眼光去看对方,而不是以自以为是的关心去管对方.
28~ 　幼稚的人和幼稚的人在一起没什么问题,成熟的人和成熟的人在一起也没什么问题,成熟的人和幼稚的人在一起问题就多了.
29~ 　有的女人恋爱时让男人宠着自己,结婚后仍然要老公百般宠着自己,却忘记做为一个女人应该做的份内之事.这样的女人不懂得爱情.
30~ 　成熟的人不问过去,聪明的人不问现在,豁达的人不问未来.

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2010-07-15T09:46:00.000-07:00

♥ I wont let my tears easily fall ..
♥♥ I will face it ..
♥♥♥ I will not give up easily ..
♥♥♥♥ I felt that i can't be trusted .. isn't?
♥♥♥♥♥ I will continue to ...

15.7.10

2010-07-15T03:12:00.000-07:00

Finally, my brother was help me to choose beauty course to study..It's totally one year for this study..
CLARA.. that's the beauty salon.. There's a intake on August2..
I will be move back to Pandamaran again..
Hope so everything will be ok.. Started to be independent again.. -.-

I want to scream!! I don't know what i'm thinking..
Once again.. Envy? -.-'Both of them' are so.. i don't know how to describe the feeling
What for? i believe that i can 'do so' in the future.. can i?

I hope that everything will be better after that..

!@#$%^&*

11.7.10

2010-07-11T04:03:00.000-07:00

The same thing happened again.. it's really annoying! Stress!
I'm going crazy!

1.7.10

2010-07-01T08:40:00.000-07:00

JULY..

But i was just continue doing nothing at home.. it's NOT much different with a 废人!

No study.. No working.. Everyday sleep and eat..
Non of this is what i want.. I cant make the own decision..

STOP ASKING ME SUCH THING ..
You don't understand me at all..
No one understand me include you..

Control your cranky mood..Please..

I felt that my blog is a place for i vent..
Write down those unpleasant things.. and just only me understand what i'm writing..
I think here's the one of the advantages of blogging.. =)